Saturday, May 17, 2014

Lettuce....let us....

Lettuce....let us....

There are a lot of "let us" in the New Testament.   When I come upon those, it is like a personal statement.  Let's do this together.....no alone...someone is going through this with me or along with me...which is so comforting...

The shepherds---
Luke 2:15
When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, “Let’s go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about.”

Jesus---
Luke 8:22
[ Jesus Calms the Storm ] One day Jesus said to his disciples, “Let us go over to the other side of the lake.” So they got into a boat and set out.

John 11:14-15
New International Version (NIV)
14 So then he told them plainly, “Lazarus is dead, 15 and for your sake I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe. But let us go to him.”

Paul---
Acts 15:36
[ Disagreement Between Paul and Barnabas ] Some time later Paul said to Barnabas, “Let us go back and visit the believers in all the towns where we preached the word of the Lord and see how they are doing.”

Romans 13:13
Let us behave decently, as in the daytime, not in carousing and drunkenness, not in sexual immorality and debauchery, not in dissension and jealousy.

Romans 14:13
Therefore let us stop passing judgment on one another. Instead, make up your mind not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in the way of a brother or sister.

Romans 14:19
Let us therefore make every effort to do what leads to peace and to mutual edification.

Galatians 5:25
Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit.

Galatians 5:26
Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.

Galatians 6:9
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

Galatians 6:10
Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.

Philippians 3:16
Only let us live up to what we have already attained.

1 Thessalonians 5:8
But since we belong to the day, let us be sober, putting on faith and love as a breastplate, and the hope of salvation as a helmet.

2 Thessalonians 2:2
not to become easily unsettled or alarmed by the teaching allegedly from us—whether by a prophecy or by word of mouth or by letter—asserting that the day of the Lord has already come.

The author oF Hebrews ----
Hebrews 4:1
[ A Sabbath-Rest for the People of God ] Therefore, since the promise of entering his rest still stands, let us be careful that none of you be found to have fallen short of it.

Hebrews 4:11
Let us, therefore, make every effort to enter that rest, so that no one will perish by following their example of disobedience.

Hebrews 4:14
[ Jesus the Great High Priest ] Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has ascended into heaven, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess.

Hebrews 4:16
Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

Hebrews 6:1
Therefore let us move beyond the elementary teachings about Christ and be taken forward to maturity, not laying again the foundation of repentance from acts that lead to death, and of faith in God,

Hebrews 10:22
let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith brings, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water.

Hebrews 10:23
Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful.

Hebrews 10:24
And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds,

Hebrews 12:1
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us,

Hebrews 12:28
Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe,

Hebrews 13:15
Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise—the fruit of lips that openly profess his name.

John--
1 John 3:18
Dear children, let us not love with words or speech but with actions and in truth.

1 John 4:7
[ God’s Love and Ours ] Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God.

Revelation 19:7
Let us rejoice and be glad and give him glory! For the wedding of the Lamb has come, and his bride has made herself ready.

Yes, there are a lot of "let us's" in there...but we are in a company of others to go along with us...so "let us" move forward...together...


Thank YOU that you are our helper... Our companion...and You give us others to,walk with...

Friday, May 16, 2014

One last call.....

One last call....


Every day, I have a miniature reminder of the 911 memorial . Three little oak trees sit on my window sill by my kitchen sink, growing their leafy greenery for most of the year, losing them in the fall just like their counterparts in New York City.  They started as acorns picked up off the ground by the pool at the 911  site...

Yesterday was the dedication of the museum and I had to pause again thinking of that historic day..where I was, what happened to our country, to the families involved....we were all involved with our hearts, emotions, glued to the tv to see over and over the destruction of buildings, of peoples live, families...then the following days, looking for survivors, finally looking for remains, clues, bit and pieces, salvaging anything....

They say the new memorial starts with that "one last call" from someone on a plane...how many "last calls" were made to distraught families?   How many families waited, wondering if their loved one had made the plane, had gotten to work, were rescued...The rescuers, so many from the fire New York cities departments, became part of the victims as well...they gave to the end...

The memorial even included the metal cross, a sign of hope....the American flag which the recovery team flew, a bicycle rack with unclaimed bikes, a fire truck, empty shoes, thousands  of pieces of memories....tissues for tears ....many exit doors for those who can't go on....

This week it is open for families who were directly effected by this terror attack...and then finally open to the public later...

My prayer is that the families will have closure, be comforted by the sights and sounds of this awful time...that they will comforted even by the memories of their loved ones....we as a nation need it as well...that the cross, as controversial as it has been thru the ages will draw them to Christ, the true comforter.....

Thank YOU for the creativity that has brought this memorial to fruition....Your help to each person involved...Your symbol stands, hearts are touched....may each look to YOU ...be drawn to YOU...through it all....

Matthew 5:4
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.

John 14:1
[ Jesus Comforts His Disciples ] “Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me.

2 Corinthians 1:3-7
Praise to the God of All Comfort

3 Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, 4 who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God. 5 For just as we share abundantly in the sufferings of Christ, so also our comfort abounds through Christ. 6 If we are distressed, it is for your comfort and salvation; if we are comforted, it is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same sufferings we suffer. 7 And our hope for you is firm, because we know that just as you share in our sufferings, so also you share in our comfort.


http://video.foxnews.com/v/3569569058001/inside-the-september-11-memorial-museum/#sp=show-clips

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=sJuGWJdCZDw

youtube 911 memorial

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Philippians...

Philippians...

I love the book of Philippians...it is so filled with joy and encouragement....

" I pray with joy"
"I have you in my heart"
"Confident"
"Completion"
"Love may abound"
" continue to rejoice"
"Eagerly expect and hope"
"Suffer?"

Oh no, not suffer after all that joy...after all he is writing this from prison...but as my notes say, " joy comes from the internal confidence that God is in control".  Do I really believe that or do I just mouth it???   Do I walk the talk?  Does my life exhibit those beliefs?  No, not all the time...

I have in my margins of this passage, the date when i was taking c are of my mother after her stroke...it was a hard time,seeing her so helpless for a season...but determined to press forward...she exercised diligently to regain hand function, physical strength so that she could life normally again and get back her drivers license!

I was also helping my father straighten out his paperwork into files rather than cardboard boxes in the closet...
So we were all busy...living and encouraging one another...we wanted that confidence, that rejoicing, that hope...after the suffering....it was a training ground for future events...

Thank You for joy in times of "imprisonment", lessons of life through suffering...

Philippians 1
New International Version (NIV)
1 Paul and Timothy, servants of Christ Jesus,

To all God’s holy people in Christ Jesus at Philippi, together with the overseers and deacons[a]:

2 Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

Thanksgiving and Prayer

3 I thank my God every time I remember you. 4 In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy 5 because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, 6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.

7 It is right for me to feel this way about all of you, since I have you in my heart and, whether I am in chains or defending and confirming the gospel, all of you share in God’s grace with me. 8 God can testify how I long for all of you with the affection of Christ Jesus.

9 And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, 10 so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless for the day of Christ, 11 filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God.

Paul’s Chains Advance the Gospel

12 Now I want you to know, brothers and sisters, that what has happened to me has actually served to advance the gospel. 13 As a result, it has become clear throughout the whole palace guard and to everyone else that I am in chains for Christ. 14 And because of my chains, most of the brothers and sisters have become confident in the Lord and dare all the more to proclaim the gospel without fear.

15 It is true that some preach Christ out of envy and rivalry, but others out of goodwill. 16 The latter do so out of love, knowing that I am put here for the defense of the gospel. 17 The former preach Christ out of selfish ambition, not sincerely, supposing that they can stir up trouble for me while I am in chains. 18 But what does it matter? The important thing is that in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached. And because of this I rejoice.

Yes, and I will continue to rejoice, 19 for I know that through your prayers and God’s provision of the Spirit of Jesus Christ what has happened to me will turn out for my deliverance. 20 I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. 21 For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. 22 If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labor for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know! 23 I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far; 24 but it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body. 25 Convinced of this, I know that I will remain, and I will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith, 26 so that through my being with you again your boasting in Christ Jesus will abound on account of me.

Life Worthy of the Gospel

27 Whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ. Then, whether I come and see you or only hear about you in my absence, I will know that you stand firm in the one Spirit, striving together as one for the faith of the gospel 28 without being frightened in any way by those who oppose you. This is a sign to them that they will be destroyed, but that you will be saved—and that by God. 29 For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe in him, but also to suffer for him, 30 since you are going through the same struggle you saw I had, and now hear that I still have.

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Peeling skin.....

Peeling skin....

I had my cast removed yesterday after 6 weeks...now for hand therapy...it is amazing how fast your body atrophies from non use.   Can barely move wrist in any direction....plus there is a layer skin that covers the whole casted area that is coming off, replenishing it with new tender skin....everywhere I go, I leave a trail of peeled off skin...our bodies are so amazingly made...

Looking at my peeling skin, I wondered how the people of Israel felt about their skin if they contracted unclean skin through time and the laws that talked about it...the book if Leviticus talks about showing yourself to the priest for examination ....or when Jesus healed the lepers...they were headed for examination of their skin...

The in 2 Kings, we read about Naaman, the opposition, who went to see
Elisha about his skin problems.....and Elisha's servant, Gehazi..with his ramifications...

"The skin is the largest organ of the body, with a total area of about 20 square feet. The skin protects us from microbes and the elements, helps regulate body temperature, and permits the sensations of touch, heat, and cold.
Skin has three layers:
The epidermis, the outermost layer of skin, provides a waterproof barrier and creates our skin tone.
The dermis, beneath the epidermis, contains tough connective tissue, hair follicles, and sweat glands.
The deeper subcutaneous tissue (hypodermis) is made of fat and connective tissue.
The skin’s color is created by special cells called melanocytes, which produce the pigment melanin. Melanocytes are located in the epidermis." Web med...

Our bodies were created so intricately....everything has a purpose...no surprises...no  "it happened by mistake"... All by Divine design and care...

Thank YOU, that made us ....we are fearfully and wonderfully made...

Leviticus 13:20-22
New International Version (NIV)
20 The priest is to examine it, and if it appears to be more than skin deep and the hair in it has turned white, the priest shall pronounce that person unclean. It is a defiling skin disease that has broken out where the boil was. 21 But if, when the priest examines it, there is no white hair in it and it is not more than skin deep and has faded, then the priest is to isolate them for seven days. 22 If it is spreading in the skin, the priest shall pronounce them unclean; it is a defiling disease.

2 Kings 5
New International Version (NIV)
Naaman Healed of Leprosy

5 Now Naaman was commander of the army of the king of Aram. He was a great man in the sight of his master and highly regarded, because through him the Lord had given victory to Aram. He was a valiant soldier, but he had leprosy.[a]

2 Now bands of raiders from Aram had gone out and had taken captive a young girl from Israel, and she served Naaman’s wife. 3 She said to her mistress, “If only my master would see the prophet who is in Samaria! He would cure him of his leprosy.”

4 Naaman went to his master and told him what the girl from Israel had said. 5 “By all means, go,” the king of Aram replied. “I will send a letter to the king of Israel.” So Naaman left, taking with him ten talents[b] of silver, six thousand shekels[c] of gold and ten sets of clothing. 6 The letter that he took to the king of Israel read: “With this letter I am sending my servant Naaman to you so that you may cure him of his leprosy.”

7 As soon as the king of Israel read the letter, he tore his robes and said, “Am I God? Can I kill and bring back to life? Why does this fellow send someone to me to be cured of his leprosy? See how he is trying to pick a quarrel with me!”

8 When Elisha the man of God heard that the king of Israel had torn his robes, he sent him this message: “Why have you torn your robes? Have the man come to me and he will know that there is a prophet in Israel.” 9 So Naaman went with his horses and chariots and stopped at the door of Elisha’s house. 10 Elisha sent a messenger to say to him, “Go, wash yourself seven times in the Jordan, and your flesh will be restored and you will be cleansed.”

11 But Naaman went away angry and said, “I thought that he would surely come out to me and stand and call on the name of the Lord his God, wave his hand over the spot and cure me of my leprosy. 12 Are not Abana and Pharpar, the rivers of Damascus, better than all the waters of Israel? Couldn’t I wash in them and be cleansed?” So he turned and went off in a rage.

13 Naaman’s servants went to him and said, “My father, if the prophet had told you to do some great thing, would you not have done it? How much more, then, when he tells you, ‘Wash and be cleansed’!” 14 So he went down and dipped himself in the Jordan seven times, as the man of God had told him, and his flesh was restored and became clean like that of a young boy.

15 Then Naaman and all his attendants went back to the man of God. He stood before him and said, “Now I know that there is no God in all the world except in Israel. So please accept a gift from your servant.”

16 The prophet answered, “As surely as the Lord lives, whom I serve, I will not accept a thing.” And even though Naaman urged him, he refused.

17 “If you will not,” said Naaman, “please let me, your servant, be given as much earth as a pair of mules can carry, for your servant will never again make burnt offerings and sacrifices to any other god but the Lord. 18 But may the Lord forgive your servant for this one thing: When my master enters the temple of Rimmon to bow down and he is leaning on my arm and I have to bow there also—when I bow down in the temple of Rimmon, may the Lord forgive your servant for this.”

19 “Go in peace,” Elisha said.

After Naaman had traveled some distance, 20 Gehazi, the servant of Elisha the man of God, said to himself, “My master was too easy on Naaman, this Aramean, by not accepting from him what he brought. As surely as the Lord lives, I will run after him and get something from him.”

21 So Gehazi hurried after Naaman. When Naaman saw him running toward him, he got down from the chariot to meet him. “Is everything all right?” he asked.

22 “Everything is all right,” Gehazi answered. “My master sent me to say, ‘Two young men from the company of the prophets have just come to me from the hill country of Ephraim. Please give them a talent[d] of silver and two sets of clothing.’”

23 “By all means, take two talents,” said Naaman. He urged Gehazi to accept them, and then tied up the two talents of silver in two bags, with two sets of clothing. He gave them to two of his servants, and they carried them ahead of Gehazi. 24 When Gehazi came to the hill, he took the things from the servants and put them away in the house. He sent the men away and they left.

25 When he went in and stood before his master, Elisha asked him, “Where have you been, Gehazi?”

“Your servant didn’t go anywhere,” Gehazi answered.

26 But Elisha said to him, “Was not my spirit with you when the man got down from his chariot to meet you? Is this the time to take money or to accept clothes—or olive groves and vineyards, or flocks and herds, or male and female slaves? 27 Naaman’s leprosy will cling to you and to your descendants forever.” Then Gehazi went from Elisha’s presence and his skin was leprous—it had become as white as snow.


Job 10:10-12
New International Version (NIV)
10 Did you not pour me out like milk
    and curdle me like cheese,
11 clothe me with skin and flesh
    and knit me together with bones and sinews?
12 You gave me life and showed me kindness,
    and in your providence watched over my spirit.

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Mothers....

Mothers ......


I found lots of quizzes about Mothers in the Bible.....here are a few....fun to try our knowledge .....


http://biblequizzes.org.uk/quiz.php?mothersinthebible

http://quiz.christiansunite.com/Women_in_the_Bible/Mothers_of_the_Bible.shtml

http://akidsheart.com/holidays/mday/bibmom.htm

http://members.cogwa.org/godly-women-blog/for-mothers-day-mothers-of-the-bible-quiz/

Looking up the history of Mother's Day, I found it to be first mentioned in ancient Egyptian customs....and coming down through the ages...and here I thought it was an American day...especially celebrated by floral companies...

But, I just wanted to say that I have God to thank for making me a mother...He truly bestowed good gifts when He gave me my children...I have loved watching them grow to the wonderful adults they are...each uniquely gifted and blessed...

I thank God also for the mother He gave me...

Thank YOU...

Genesis 30:20a
Then Leah said, “God has presented me with a precious gift. .....

James 1:17
Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.





History of American Celebration
When the first English settlers came to America, they discontinued the tradition of Mothering Day. While the British holiday would live on, the American Mother’s Day would be invented — with an entirely new history — centuries later. One explanation for the settlers’ discontinuation of Mothering Day was that they just didn’t have time; they lived under harsh conditions and were forced to work long hours in order to survive. Another possibility, however, is that Mothering Day conflicted with their Puritan ideals. Fleeing England to practice a more conservative Christianity without being persecuted, the pilgrims ignored the more secular holidays, focusing instead on a no-frills devotion to God. For example, even holidays such as Christmas and Easter were more somber occasions for the pilgrims, usually taking place in a Church that was stripped of all extraneous ornamentation.

Julia Ward Howe's Mother's Day Proclamation of 1870
The first North American Mother’s Day was conceptualized with Julia Ward Howe’s Mother’s Day Proclamation in 1870.

Despite having penned The Battle Hymn of the Republic twelve years earlier, Howe had become so distraught by the death and carnage of the Civil War that she called on Mother’s to come together and protest what she saw as the futility of their Sons killing the Sons of other Mothers.

With the following, she called for an international Mother's Day celebrating peace and motherhood:
Arise, then, women of this day!
Arise all women who have hearts,
Whether your baptism be that of water or of tears
Say firmly:

"We will not have great questions decided by irrelevant agencies,
Our husbands shall not come to us reeking of carnage,
For caresses and applause.
Our sons shall not be taken from us to unlearn
All that we have been able to teach them of
charity, mercy and patience.

"We women of one country
Will be too tender of those of another country
To allow our sons to be trained to injure theirs."
 
From the bosom of the devastated earth a voice goes up with
Our own. It says, "Disarm, Disarm!"
The sword of murder is not the balance of justice!
Blood does not wipe out dishonor
Nor violence indicate possession.
As men have of ten forsaken the plow and the anvil at the summons of war.

Let women now leave all that may be left of home
For a great and earnest day of counsel.

Let them meet first, as women, to bewail and commemorate the dead.

Let them then solemnly take counsel with each other as to the means
Whereby the great human family can live in peace,
Each bearing after his own time the sacred impress, not of Caesar,
But of God.

In the name of womanhood and humanity, I earnestly ask
That a general congress of women without limit of nationality
May be appointed and held at some place deemed most convenient
And at the earliest period consistent with its objects
To promote the alliance of the different nationalities,
The amicable settlement of international questions.
The great and general interests of peace.

The Rise & Fall of Howe's Mother's Day
At one point Howe even proposed converting July 4th into Mother’s Day, in order to dedicate the nation’s anniversary to peace. Eventually, however, June 2nd was designated for the celebration.

In 1873 women’s groups in 18 North American cities observed this new Mother’s holiday. Howe initially funded many of these celebrations, but most of them died out once she stopped footing the bill. The city of Boston, however, would continue celebrating Howe’s holiday for 10 more years.

Despite the decided failure of her holiday, Howe had nevertheless planted the seed that would blossom into what we know as Mother’s Day today. A West Virginia women’s group led by Anna Reeves Jarvis began to celebrate an adaptation of Howe’s holiday. In order to re-unite families and neighbors that had been divided between the Union and Confederate sides of the Civil War, the group held a Mother’s Friendship Day.

Anna M. Jarvis's Mother's Day in 1908

After Anna Reeves Jarvis died, her daughter Anna M. Jarvis campaigned for the creation of an official Mother’s Day in remembrance of her mother and in honor of peace.

In 1908, Anna petitioned the superintendent of the church where her Mother had spent over 20 years teaching Sunday School. Her request was honored, and on May 10, 1908, the first official Mother's Day celebration took place at Andrew's Methodist Church in Grafton, West Virginia and a church in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. The West Virginia event drew a congregation of 407 and Anna Jarvis arranged for white carnations — her Mother’s favorite flower — to adorn the patrons. Two carnations were given to every Mother in attendance.

Today, white carnations are used to honor deceased Mothers, while pink or red carnations pay tribute to Mothers who are still alive.

Andrew's Methodist Church was incorporated into the International Mother’s Day Shrine in the late 1960's, and in 1992, became a National Historic Landmark for its significance in the establishment of a national Mother's Day celebration.

US Government Adoption
In 1908 a U.S. Senator from Nebraska, Elmer Burkett, proposed making Mother's Day a national holiday at the request of the Young Men's Christian Association (YMCA). The proposal was defeated, but by 1909 forty-six states were holding Mother's Day services as well as parts of Canada and Mexico.

Anna Jarvis quit working and devoted herself full time to the creation of Mother's Day, endlessly petitioning state governments, business leaders, women groups, churches and other institutions and organizations. She finally convinced the World's Sunday School Association to back her, a key influence over state legislators and congress. In 1912 West Virginia became the first state to officially recognize Mother's Day, and in 1914 Woodrow Wilson signed it into national observance, declaring the second Sunday in May as Mother's Day.

The Fight Over Commercialization
The holiday flourished in the United States. Flowers, especially white carnations, became a very popular part of the celebration. One business journal, Florists Review, went so far as to print, “This was a holiday that could be exploited.” But the budding commercialization of Mother's Day greatly disturbed Jarvis, who vociferously opposed what she perceived as a misuse of the holiday.

In 1923 Jarvis sued to stop a Mother’s Day event. In the 1930's she was arrested for disturbing the peace at the American War Mothers group: She was protesting their sale of flowers. Jarvis also petitioned against a postage stamp featuring her Mother with a vase of white carnations and the word “Mother’s Day.” Jarvis was able to have the words “Mother’s Day” removed ... but the flowers remained.

In 1938, Time Magazine ran an article about Jarvis's fight to copyright Mother's Day, but by then it was already too late to change the commercial trend.


In opposition to the flower industry’s exploitation of the holiday, Jarvis wrote, “What will you do to route charlatans, bandits, pirates, racketeers, kidnappers and other termites that would undermine with their greed one of the finest, noblest and truest movements and celebrations?” Despite her efforts, flower sales on Mother's Day continued to grow. Florist's Review wrote, “Miss Jarvis was completely squelched.”

Anna Jarvis died in 1948, blind, poor and childless. Jarvis would never know that it was, ironically, The Florist's Exchange that had anonymously paid for her care.

Worldwide Spread of Mother's Days

Saturday, May 10, 2014

Above all...

Above all...


Two years ago this was the song I woke up to...all of our family was exhausted. We had been and were sorting, dividing, packing, tossing, non-stop. With visitors coming and going...
And then the devotional was, "do not resist or run from the difficulties in your life....thank Me for the difficulties"

I was having a hard time thanking God for those difficulties......and wrote it out...was thankful for all the support during that time for our family and Don's peaceful and painless passing....but had a hard time saying thanks for his death....and the reason for us doing that sorting, packing...married life was over, our dreams and plans were gone, grandparenting as a pair was over....I was a widow, my children were fatherless....our business  was undergoing changes.....and I was supposed to be thankful......give me a break.....

The memorial service was planned for the following day....and friends from far and near rallied to serve us, honor Don, love us, to a packed house...I was thankful for that...smiles, tears, laughter, remembrances, songs, prayers .....all,those good things....I just was having difficulty being thankful for the reason of the gathering...Don would have loved all the people...but he wasn't there to enjoy it....

So I come up against another Mother's Day without the father of our children with wonderful memories....and difficulty in saying thanks...but I do..it is the right attitude, even when it hurts...tears again...even the Question, "why?"...not so strongly, more peaceful, changing, renewing, being molded into someone new again...

I talk to God a lot more now...He guides, answers, comforts ....quietly..

Thank YOU that you are Above All...

Michael W. Smith – Above All Lyrics
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Above all powers
Above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms
Above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what you're worth

Crucified
Laid behind the stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone

Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

Above all powers
Above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms
Above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what you're worth

Crucified
Laid behind the stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone

Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

Crucified
Laid behind the stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone

Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all

Friday, May 9, 2014

Say what?.....

Say what?

There moments in our lives that have us wondering..."what, say that again"

You've got cancer...
You won't be able to speak...
You are going to lead these millions of people put of bondage...
I will make you a father of nations...
I will make you a mother of the Saviour.....
Your going to have triplets.....
Your husband has been shot....
There has been an accident....
Your mother/father has had a stroke....
He has terminal depression...
You got straight a's....
You have been accepted to....
Will you marry me....
Your child has ....
Your house was hit by a.....
He has been found....
You have won the lottery....
I forgive you....
Etc.
Etc.
Etc.

And we do a double take again and again....those curve balls...some hard to face and others, exhilaration....

Trust.....the little five letter word...so little, yet so big of a concept That we have the opportunity to hear it, feel it, learn it for a life time...each new curve In the road of life seems to highlight that thought of "trust".. We can fight it and reach for our own way or we can wait on that overpowering peace of trust in the midst of good and "unplanned".

 I don't like curve balls, they are unexpected, chancy, and throw me out of my routine...I like steady, known, planned...but, some of those surprises bring life lessons I wouldn't have learned otherwise, even though hard....and some are totally awe inspiring and blessings from the beginning...all planned by a loving God who wants us to look first to Him and rest in His assurances that He cares...and wants what is best for our lives...our earthly journey .....

Thank You, even in those curve balls of life, sometimes it is so hard to trust....I know that You are bringing me to that place again and again...resting in Your presence...

Psalm 28:7
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him.

Psalm 31:14
But I trust in you, Lord; I say, “You are my God.”

Psalm 32:10
Many are the woes of the wicked, but the Lord’s unfailing love surrounds the one who trusts in him.

Psalm 40:3
He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear the Lord and put their trust in him.

Psalm 56:3
When I am afraid, I put my trust in you.


"Jesus calling-Trust Me, and watch to see what I will do."

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
—Romans 8:28

But as for me, I watch in hope for the Lord, I wait for God my Savior; my God will hear me.
—Micah 7:7


A song to rest in...
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gpIUMYLbkEA