Tuesday, October 1, 2024

Rehab 2

 Rehab 2



Part of the building I am living in right now is permanent living for disabled, really elderly…


one person is always asking when their spouse is coming or they should be here any moment…

Another can go from catatonic to never stop moving or talking…

Some have to be hand fed by others…

One was abused as a child and again as an adult, yelling profanity, wanting to sit in the dark…

Teachers, professionals, businessmen, famililessness, pastor’s wives, farmers, mothers, fathers,etc, etc, etc….

Waiting…


I watched my parents, grandparents, in laws, husband, friends die…not easy at any age… brings to mind..

David’s demise…


 When the time drew near for David to die, he gave a charge to Solomon his son. “I am about to go the way of all the earth,” he said. “So be strong, act like a man, and observe what the Lord your God requires: Walk in obedience to him, and keep his decrees and commands, his laws and regulations, as written in the Law of Moses. Do this so that you may prosper in all you do and wherever you go and that the Lord may keep his promise to me: ‘If your descendants watch how they live, and if they walk faithfully before me with all their heart and soul, you will never fail to have a successor on the throne of Israel…1Kgs.2.1-4


 “Fellow Israelites, I can tell you confidently that the patriarch David died and was buried, and his tomb is here to this day.

Acts.2.29


Thank YOU….




Monday, September 30, 2024

Todays the day…

  Today’s the day…..


I awakened this morning knowing I was to write today….with all of the medications, procedures, Physical Therapy, hospital stay, rehab stay ( I am still in rehab waiting for wound healing). It has been hard to write…even when I had ideas running to and fro in my head/heart…so many meditations tend to play havoc with concentration, thinking or drowsiness, it is hard to read or write very much…I was able to read a book this week which was a milestone…have been able to read a verse or two and then that is about it…

So if you are headed for major surgery or even minor, this is one thing to expect…


This sojourn was not expected, in “my” plans for my life…neither was cancer this year…I was well and healthy, going on with an active life…then a change of path…God knew… I was going to live forever…


Sin comes in all shapes and sizes, quietly , noisily, and 

God showed me one of mine…Pride of good health…I walked, went to the pool, travelled ….just plain lived an active life…and was PROUD of it…

He kept bringing me back to this set of verses in Luke…


“To some who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on everyone else, Jesus told this parable: “Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. 

The Pharisee stood by himself and prayed: ‘God, I thank you that I am not like other people—robbers, evildoers, adulterers—or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week and give a tenth of all I get.’ “

But, the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, ‘God, have mercy on me, a sinner.’ “I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God. For all those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.”

Luke.18.9-14”


What lessons we gain lying in bed staring at the ceiling day after day…knowing that and thankful for people from All over the world are praying for your healing and health…not knowing that they are part of healing heart as well…

God Moves…


You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.

Eph.4.22-24


Thank YOU…and thank you for all the prayers, cards, letters, phone calls, time each of you have put into my life…blessings…


This is soooo worthy of listening to….it confirmed, “today’s the day”… 

A living sacrifice…Pastor Brett Seigalkoff, September 29, 2024….

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBXaEUNZoP4


Oh , sinner….

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kZ9gTTv25-s


A living sacrifice…


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XyU3rqyG4IU

Rehab…

 


Rehab..


One purpose of rehab is to help one heal…there is lots of physical therapy to get your muscles in shape again, exercise classes, food, rest times and just plain down times to sleep, watch TV, read, puzzles, play games, etc…


When I watched tv, it was mostly cooking shows,   The news and good movies( no horror ones)….


There is only so much news one can watch…world events are changing quickly, and you phave to be on the lookout for good news…as I. Read these verses this am, I thought about those leaves that can heal the nations…we sure could use some now…


There is so much evil which permeates society, the world over…

The words written decades ago are still the same for today…the living Word never is invalid….


 For they mouth empty, boastful words and, by appealing to the lustful desires of the flesh, they entice people who are just escaping from those who live in error.

2Pet.2.18


 For everything in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—comes not from the Father but from the world. 

And now, dear children, continue in him, so that when he appears we may be confident and unashamed before him at his coming.

1John.2.16,1John.2.28


On each side of the river stood the tree of life, bearing twelve crops of fruit, yielding its fruit every month. And the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. No longer will there be any curse. The throne of God and of the Lamb will be in the city, and his servants will serve him. … There will be no more night. They will not need the light of a lamp or the light of the sun, for the Lord God will give them light. And they will reign for ever and ever. Rev 22:2-5

Thank YOU….


People need the Lord….


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_i93ysKZeR4




Wednesday, September 18, 2024

A friend..

 


A friend…



They will have no fear of bad news; their hearts are steadfast, trusting in the Lord (Psalm 112:7 NIV)


WITH A HEAVY HEART I must share that Jan passed away September 9 from a very aggressive cancer and is now free of pain and in the presence of Jesus. Three months ago we were happily hiking in Yosemite. On July 6 she experienced pain from a compression fracture in the back and began pursuing treatment. Through CT scans and eventually a bone marrow biopsy a few weeks ago, we learned she had stage-4 cancer. This has been very sudden. Jan completed my life and deepened my soul and will be missed by the many people she touched. 


THANK YOU for your prayers for me, my kids and grandkids


I usually hear from these friends about once month, their adventures, their travels, their highs, their lows…but this summer has been unusually quiet… their lives have been totally sold out to the Jesus Film project all over the world…my summer has been pretty quiet as well, trying to do what doctors have prescribed either in the hospital or rehab….


My husband and I have known them at least 20 years….I went to the Yucatán peninsula to share the Jesus Film with them…we have gone to conferences with them , eaten with them, we knew mutual friends in far away places , visited and had long talks with them….kept informed about the spread of the gospel through the film and Jesus Film partners…


Then this letter…this verse…their life directions…and we count our days as blessings…


Thank you, Jan and Steve…


Thank YOU for your direction, care…


Blessings…


Thank You..


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=stCcPAwhKXE



Thursday, August 29, 2024

The sign….

 The sign….



This sign hangs in the dining area in the rehab where I presently reside…


I read it everyday, thinking of the words….I am blessed in that I can read, or that I can even think as many around me don’t even know who they are…but, no matter our state of mind or bodies, the message is the same…


watching our church online has been a blessing…the messages from Ruth have had a similar tone as this sign…kindness, speak gently, give freely, work hard and the others are even implied….


The most important is missing, redemption….you can do all the others a thousand times over and not earn one step closer to redemption…only Jesus gives that…” believe in me and you shall be saved”….redeemed….


Thank YOU….


Be thou my vision….

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihJAJA4ibEs


Monday, July 8, 2024

Comfort verses 10…icechips

 Comfort verses 10…ice chips


My Five-Star 24/7 menu while here at hospital is cups and cups of ice chips…the doctors are turning my insides off, collecting buckets of infection all the while giving me bags of various drugs to heal…my medical pole looks like a laundry line on a sunny day…


Those ice chips as absolutely wonderful…they sooth my dry throat, lubricate my lips and just take good…I can pretend they are any flavor, but mostly I just enjoy them hour after hour…will never take them for granted again…a little/big gift in the midst of this health crisis…


It reminded me of Jesus talking about a cup of cold water given in His name…it was important, the kindness, the care….


On the opposite side, the rich begged Abraham fro send Lazarus with but a drop to cool his tongue from agony of the fire…no reprieve from the choices he had made while he was on earth…


I think I would much rather have the former water…that given in Jesus name ….


Thank YOU….


And if anyone gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones who is my disciple, truly I tell you, that person will certainly not lose their reward.”

Matt.10.42


 “There was a rich man who was dressed in purple and fine linen and lived in luxury every day. At his gate was laid a beggar named Lazarus, covered with sores and longing to eat what fell from the rich man’s table. Even the dogs came and licked his sores. “The time came when the beggar died and the angels carried him to Abraham’s side. The rich man also died and was buried. In Hades, where he was in torment, he looked up and saw Abraham far away, with Lazarus by his side. So he called to him, ‘Father Abraham, have pity on me and send Lazarus to dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue, because I am in agony in this fire.’ “But Abraham replied, ‘Son, remember that in your lifetime you received your good things, while Lazarus received bad things, but now he is comforted here and you are in agony. And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been set in place, so that those who want to go from here to you cannot, nor can anyone cross over from there to us.’ “He answered, ‘Then I beg you, father, send Lazarus to my family, for I have five brothers. Let him warn them, so that they will not also come to this place of torment.’ “Abraham replied, ‘They have Moses and the Prophets; let them listen to them.’ “‘No, father Abraham,’ he said, ‘but if someone from the dead goes to them, they will repent.’ “He said to him, ‘If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, they will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.’” Luke 16.19-31


Then your light will break forth like the dawn,

and your healing will quickly appear;

then your righteousness will go before you,

and the glory of the Lord will be your rear guard.

Isa.58.


As for God, his way is perfect: The LORD’s word is flawless; he shields all who take refuge in him.psalm 18:30


“There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love” (1 John 4:18 NIV).


"Lord, I thank You that You are the God of the impossible. You can do anything. I want to trust in Your ability and not my own. Teach me to see difficulties in my life from Your perspective. Help me to focus on You and Your power. Today I bring before You this difficulty in my life [Name a hard situation you are right now facing]. Help me not to fear but to trust You in this situation. I declare my faith in Your ability to fulfill Your promises to me. I have nothing to fear with You on my side. I will be strong and courageous even in hard times. I will not be terrified or discouraged, for the Lord my God will be with me wherever I go (Joshua 1:9). You will never leave me or forsake me (Joshua 1:5). I do not need to figure everything out. You already know the best plan for my life. I will not try any man-made method to do only what You can do. Show me Your supernatural power. Teach me how to walk by faith and pray breakthrough prayers. I choose to have faith in Your ability to break through every obstacle in my life. Amen." 


John 14:27 - “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”


 But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one.

2Thess.3.3


“Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance” (James 1:2-3 NIV).



Cups of cold water…


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aq97GyO_zpI



Sunday, July 7, 2024

Comfort verses9…. Hospital stay…..

 


Comfort verses….9….hospital stay….


The last week or so have been a change for me…spending time in hospital with perforated  bowels, spreading infection and knock-me-out-pain….not my norm….

The hospital staff, all the doctors, nurses have been amazing….when I have been lucid or not….

I kept thinking of this picture which came my way this year,,,


Thank you for All your prayers on my be half….


Thank YOU….


 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.

Eph.6.18


 God is not man, that he should lie,or a son of man, that he should change his mind.Has he said, and will he not do it?Or has he spoken, and will he not fulfill it.

Num.23.19


“My soul yearns, yes, even pines and is homesick for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out and sing for joy to the living God” (Psalm 84:2 AMPC).


“Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be courageous; be strong. Do everything in love” (1 Corinthians 6:13-14 NIV).


 but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength;they shall mount up with wings like eagles;they shall run and not be weary;they shall walk and not faint.

Isa.40.31


“The Son radiates God’s own glory and expresses the very character of God, and he sustains everything by the mighty power of his command” (Hebrews 1:3a NLT).

 

“He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ” (Philippians 1:6 ASV).


From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I” (Psalm 61:2 NIV). 



Abide….


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BLDEt9KP2O0